Essentially, this is a collage, but it has transformed so many times in terms of pattern, color, and structure that you can't even tell anymore. Many times I wanted to abandon it altogether, cut out the center to make something else out of it, or simply crop the size and get rid of all the parts that didn't work. But just now, in literally a couple of minutes, I brought it to a state that feels right to me. Like this, I actually like it.
